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Lord, I’m in distress..
take me away from this pain and hide me..
let not this world push me around, but give me a heart that trust in you in every way…
truly my effort is nothing,
and it’s only by your grace that I can still stand,
and sing,
and still go on in my life..
I cannot live w/out you.. for i cannot imagine what my life would be if I’m not with you..
I am a ridiculous sinner..
even though i’m in your presence,
i still find my self in sin..
yet, every time I sin,
you are there,
waiting for my repentance,
waiting for me to humble down,
to admit my sins and ask forgiveness..
how could you justify a guy like me..
for after i have been forgiven,
i would do the same thing and displeases you again..
I am unworthy…
I’m nothing more than but a filthy rag…….
But you loved me..
you loved me with a unconditional love..
a love thats so selfless..
that you died for everyone who is like me…
Teach me my God,
teach me how to Love you like you’ve Loved me..
Teach me how to Love other as you’ve Loved me..
for there is no greater Love than what you’ve portrait on the Cross to save the world..
My Lord clear my heart from my selfishness..
That I may give the same love as you’ve selflessly given your Love..
Lord, right now in my distress..
remind me of your promises..
so I could hold on to it..
So that this world will not push me away from you..
whether you’re disciplining me or testing me..
I will Love you,
For you’ve Loved me first,
and you Loved me more..
I trust in you..
For you will not put load that i cant bare..
But My Lord..
I don’t want to carry it alone..
I want you to carry it with Me
I was just listening to this song earlier.. and WoW… it just strike me so much.. I want to get a guitar and just play and sing this, it’s like my heart is singing with this. And now I just opened my bible and God just gave me the most amazing verse.
Mark 9:39-41
39“Do not stop him,” Jesus said. “No one who does a miracle in my name can in the next moment say anything bad about me, 40for whoever is not against us is for us. 41I tell you the truth, anyone who gives you a cup of water in my name because you belong to Christ will certainly not lose his reward.
In the passage the phrase ” in my name ” is used twice. I’m will this simple.. the first ” in my name “, miracle is attached. and the second ” in my name ” there is a reward..
Thank you Lord… it reminds me of why I moved to Lethbridge.. It is by the power of your name.. by your name, miracle will happen… Let your Kingdom come..
P.S.
I want to share more… but it’s too personal…